my BLOGie

i surf the net and compare my blog with others
feel a bit inferiority complex
people's blog are looking very nice, amazing
with some sophisticated items.

i dun want mine to be like theirs
i just want mine be like
a blog who is
a fren that call me dood
fren, can u do that for me?
a fren in need
is a fren indeed.

urs looks simple and easy
not sophisticated but attractive
it looks tidy, neat and cute
fren...., can u design 1 for me?
i'll be more than happy
if, the answer is YES.

Hello! sorry guys for not wrtting sumthng for sumtimes.. erm, yeah! i promise to write everydy. hahaha! never keep that promise. well, promise only made to be broken, rite? today, i got time to write sumthng. there are several intersting activities last week that i would like to share here.

On the 21th until sundy 23rd of Nov. 2008, the entire family of mine went to Bukit Merah Laketown Resort for a vacation. The trip was organized by Bhgn Khas, ICU JPM. Congratulation to those who worked so hard to make the trip successful. I know, it is not easy to organize such event, but guys you made it wonderful with some awesome activities. As for the overall it was a nice trip for my family and i yg g as passenger. Some activities had been wonderfully organised and professionally co-ordinated. My kids liked it the most as what they enjoyed were playing and swimmng with the water. errr, i met farid, G, Qasrina there too with some of his in-laws. they also stayed in the same hotel with ours.


Came back from Bukit Merah, there was PTK assignment needed to be submitted on the next day. Gosh! Lucky i prepared several draft and made some editings before went to Bukit Merah. So on monday (24/11/2008) only tiny miny changes or amendments to be made. By 3.00pm i shoot from office in Glenmarie, Shah Alam (mmg plan tak nak balik opis dah) to Sapura building at Mines. i reached there by 4.00pm and met Eugene, Norazman and few others i can't remember their name. guys! wish u all the best of luck, me too okay!


Today, the 4rd on November, 2008. My last day in the office for this week. Next monday muslims will celebrate Eid Adha. Tomorrow i have to go to Hatyai to sit for TOEFL. Teh exam is on 06/12/2008. Everybody wonders y on earth do i take the exam at such places. Guys, i was late when booking for the test. So, this is a kinda penalty to me. Next time, avoid doing things at last minute. u will do some unnecessary convoluted things in order to achieve your simple goal instead of if u plan those early. remember that!!!


My next week leave on 9/12/2008 has been cancelled due to our DG visit to PPN Selangor new offce on teusday. The visit kinda piss most of the staff off. why on earth does dis DG want to plan a visit on that day? arrrgghhh! habis cuti org kena batal. hari taysriq plak tu.. takde kije betul. i was thinking to play some golf on that day. now got to find a new date. SHIT!!!!

next i will be writting about my new best buddy. like to tease this buddy and make some jokes. Till then, c ya!!

New Office - First Day

Today is my first day after moving into a new office. i arrived approximately at about 825am. the traffic flow was not so bad. i made thru to the office just rite on time. soon after i hd my card punched n chatted with some staff, i went for a breakfast n only be back after an hour.

i felt sorry to those who came to the offc yesterday. heard so many convoluted problems from guard problems, things got stuck in old office and few sets of complains from the SUK. wow! it is not easy to take stuff out from suk building even if it yours. n, wow! it is not easy to bring in stuff into a new offce (building) even it is yours. gosh! luckily, they (those who came yestrday) got thru' it ystrday after some hocus pocus i guess.

after came back from breakfast, i planned what to do to arrange the people get to work. but my c.c. (short form for chief clerk) had made it easy for me. asked him to list down problems that we severely facing, aircond, parking and security. hehehe, this c.c had done it before i told him to. gee, a bit efficient this man. sumtimes lor. after that i called wazni and zaki to arranged thng that supposed to be done by this morning. put up the telephone line. soon after tht, wazni informed me that TM contractor will only come after lunch. good news (i pray n hope so).

for the meantime, other staff had begun their working by busily unpacking their personnal as well as own unit boxes. hush! too many of them plus aircond was not properly functining, had made thing even worse. everybody was sweating. some girls i noticed were like sort of frustrating becoz wearng baju kurng, which made them a bit difficult to work it that situation.

things are also did not get any better. furniture and partitions cannot be installed due to some delivery unavoidable problems. those equipments should be here by now have not been delivered. i was told tht the first delivery would be by wed. oh gosh! still few days to wait. if tht true, the tables and computers are also cannot be installed as partitions are not ready. well, if it is ready by wed also, wat about network. gosh! another thing to think. i pity IT department on this. a lot of things needed to be answered to higher management. KP is not easy to deal with on matters pertaining to such like this one. uhhh have to think magic beb.

parking is another issues. the landlord does not have enuf space for everybody. kesian to all the stuff and officers. i even offer to any interested party that they can take my parking lot but with minumum rm100.00/mnthly, but nobody takes the offer. not even untill now. kedekut la plak.

there are o lot of things which had been soothed before i left the office this evening. u think i m smiling huh?! no dude. those only 1/4 of things which still need to be resolved. that means, many things to get those done. lucky me huh?! *sigh*..

Adam Darwysh

Muhammad Adam Darwysh, was born on 12 Dec. 2006. a couple of weeks after he was born, adam suffered from, i could say, severe cholic problem. He was not able to sleep and cried most of the time. wife, mom-in-law (MIL), maid n me were having sleepless nite, n not even that, we also were not able to carry out our rutine as usual. everybody was in disorder at tht time. adam's situation had caused my r/ship with my wf n my MIL especially, deterioritng. dun worry, the r/ship had reconciliated now like ever nothng happen before .


at first, we took him to an-nur clinic which had his record becoz adam was born there. the dr told us it was cholic n adviced us to prescrib some ubat. but adam condition went frm bad to worse. this had made the parents really in a difficult situation. as concern grandmom, my MIL adviced us to see one of her nephew who claims to possess some power to cure bad spirit. Fark him! i dun trust this leeches. according to him, my house and surronding area were under bad evil spell which sumthng i hardly believe. this evil spirit had cause adam uneasiness n need to be cured. but for the sake of Adam n not to worsen the r/shp with my MIL, we went there. that was it, but adam condition showed no improvment and so gone some my hundrds buck as a payment for adam treatment. BIG GENUINE LEECHES!!!


however, before i went to c the shaman, my wf n i also went to c a bidan in my hometown, rawang. but this one only cost me about 30 bucks only as for the pengkeraih. no big deal.


After those two sessions n dun want to c adam suffered the pain, my wf n i once again went to see the doctor at annur clinic again. after this session, we are told tht adam problem is only due to cholic. the dr told us tht the last precription should be taking consistenly n not only when the baby cries. common problem to new born baby. a lot of infos were gained after this session n with correct n prescription n consisten monitoring, adam condition improved. the whole family was at joy. this mean everybody can sleep well at nite n doing some housework happily at day time. life was good again. life was as ususal.


today, 16/11/2008, just less then a month from his next birthday, adam is a happy boy. he is the most active child with a lot of creativities. a good graffiti artist as walls in my house full with his handwork. a very good lookng boy, has his mom's eye n always gives me headache with his naughtiness. at this age, adam can speak well and though he is not two years old, everybody in the house and his grandparents can clearly understand his words. people say i am a sweet, nice talker. huh! adam lagi pandai mengayat. lagi superb! when my wife n i dress up for outing, if adam sees us, he will come n talk to us. saying tht we are good looking, our dress is nice n many sweet words which can melt our heart. both of us only laugh everytime he does tht. pndai ko ye adam.


i wrote this short article becoz when i was cleaning the house dis afternoon from his toys and hand-work which spread all over the entire family hall area, i suddenly noticed new graffiti on my notebook, tv cabinet n not to forget, the floor. even a book which i borrowd from offc, Tsun Szu Art of War was also not spared. this time he did not use pen or pencil, but extra white Penguin, his eldest sister kapur kasut. he paintd all over the family hall area. it really turned me mad, but wat can i do. another unnecessay house chores. instead of mad like gajah naik minyak, i caught him n we play football. i have to admit, he can kick the ball n play with me nicely. tak kekok one. adam, another diomand in da house.. another reason to have a laugh at home. now he is sleeping, hehehe another reason to sleep also laaa..

Moving out!!

Today, from mornng until 6.00pm, was the first time i felt a bit busy in my new offc. Helping and monitoring everybody busily packing up books, docs, files all sort of things. we (selngor SDO) are moving out from present buildng (SUK Selngor) into PILECON in glenmarie. Yup! moving out. Y? ermm, dah kalah after 8 march g.e. federal gov kena la cari tmpat baru. well, not only selangor, but all four states that fell into the opposition hand. hahahaa.. padan muka.

The office looks like a ship wreckage. nak pindah, nmpak serabut dudes! the new office still haven't complete its renovtn. but still we have to move. i m really worried, many things not ready yet. hey! i should be worried okay. in-charge in management have to look after sooo many things. Telekom just informed me this afternn tht our new phone lines is not confirmd ready by monday or tuesday. Dam! headACHE!!

Things are not ready yet overthere (new offc). my main contractor just informed me tht new furnitures will be comnng in sumwhere in middle of next week. Habis dari mnday smpai perabot smpai, nk buat kije atas apa. not for me okay, but boss. thnk! thnk! hehhehe.. lari ke golf course le jwabnyer aku nnti. hehehee. monterez(not sure the spelling) is just wthn the neigbourhood. yg nk main ngan aku rmai. just call n they will be ready waitng for me there. hahahaa. Jep! wer r u????

Things are not ready yet overthere. i heard an IT technician said this evenng tht he will do some network test tomorrw. i hd been an IT contrctor bfore joinng govrnmt and workng to fix network problem is a long tedious job. tht is y i quited and joined gomen. anothr headACHE. thought it is not my job scope, but as a team there is sumthng tht need to worry abot. xkan nk tgok kwan kena blame sorang2.

Another things to look after seriously is tomorw. movers will come n collect our things to our new opis. Dam! i just tense coz takut barang2 msa pndah nnti hilang. klu yg kena kapu nnti stationaries, boleh consider lg. klu yg hilang tu confidntial doc. terukla kena sesah. en bustamin had asked me to prepare checklist but aku caya, becoz of kelam kabut tomorrw. chcklist g mana, barang2 g mna. hv to be really careful on this tomorrw.

arghh! just came back from badmnton game tonite bfore wrting dis blog. need a break. tomorrw is a big trouble day. if i can fnish this moving out n in things, i dun hv to come to opis on sunday. if not, my weekn will be on nxt weekn. *sigh*. okay guys, gotta chow now. wife has been long waitng.. tata!

Congratulation Ilham Nasuha!

05 November 2008. i will remmber dis day till to the last of my breath. the day that i m proud to be a father, the day my kiddo paid my sweat, tears n blood. my eldest daughtr, on dis memorable day receivd an awrd for her remarkable performance on the final exam in her school. guys! she is the nmber ONE studnt in her class n in 8th place out of 116 students. Astonishng achievment!!

I was stunned when i rcvd the news. Man! when did she study? I rarely saw her readng her txt books. Her only interest is doing her homeworks. But that only took her not more that 1/2 an hour. her next favourite activities rite after finshng those burdens she brought from school are watchng tv, playing with her sis&bro n surf your tube. study? the last thng she would do (hehe, bapak dia pun camtu gak dulu). i remmber the days when her mom told her to study n did some revisions. with her ketat, sore looking face she took her books, went lazily into her room, boringly lying on her bed and few minutes aftr tht went ZZZzzzzzz. it realy made the mum mad like lembu naik minyak. and me? laughing hahahahha.. kids, wat can we do. their only interst is playng, playng n playng as if there is no tomorrw.

Kiddo, thnx for making me feel the proudest dady n i m sure ur mom, wan, atuk, mak tuk and tuk wan share the same feeling. i knw u r not on the first place out of 116 students, but wat u hd achieved today is beynd my xpctation. be the best example to ur siblings n keep up a good work. Congratulation sweetie!!

Arghh!! Blogging

Arghh!! Today i start doing sumthing that should hv been done long time ago. Join a community that was heavily criticized by certain political parties in Malaysia as a wasting time actvties before 8 Mac 08. Blogging.. But what really a booster is sumthng which hapend to me dis murning.. GRE. Dam! i was suffocatd n alwys findng a fresh air to breath while answering the Qs, xpecilly the essay wrttng. It was an ordeal. Hey, wait a minute! The test already taken.. why hv sum chary? Why Blogging? Wanna knw? Lemme tell ya, Y?

Writtng is a skil dat u can get n master thru' wrtings. If you r a book worm, a sweet loving talker, the guru of flirtng or sexual intercoz xpert or a clone of Hitler (he is an astaunding speaker, becoz when he spoke the world was at war) i swear to cut my throat if u can write a good article for the first time. Can you? Hahahaha! Scratching ur head huh?! Good! i save my throat.

Dis is a skil i gathered when i was a varsity student. Wrote n sent few articles to the newspaper companies. Sum of the wrttngs went publishd n sum were not. At tht time i just wrote (typed) only on current issues that i felt disturbed with. Besa la student, mmg nak protest aje. A fella that was my guru is Dr Nizar Zuberi (i dun remember the rite spelling of his name. Dunno if this fella is still alive or ****). Anywy, he is a good mentor. Thnx dude! I appreciated ur guidance.

But after leavng the univ. the spirit to write was slowly disappearng. Dah ada duit n leka dengan aweks, mana ingat kt benda2 skem nie (my mistake). Until pagi nie, my mind was suddnly blank and dunno knw wat to do when looking at the computer sreen (questions la). Dude! i mean wrttng in english. BM is no problem. (Just sat for PTK exam last week. i wrote the answer well but just hv not enuf time). So get back to GRE dis murnng, i dunno wat to do, how to arrange the points accrdingly, hw to start, wat is topic sentence, thesis stment n bla bla bla n not to forget, the conclusion. All are in mess. WTF has happend. fuih! all gone like lightnng strike. i was sittng there looking blankly n feelng like shit (my mistake). So now, hv to start all over again.

Anthr point for blogging bcoz i used to comment on my sis blog (http://fieza2009.wordpress.com/). otak ni jhat sgt, komen yg sarcastic, so dia soh aku buat blog n dia nk komen. Hey babe! now u get ur wish. Dun be too harsh k, berhati perut la skit kt abg lu nie.

For the start, i will write almost any topic whch i know well or just hv little info. And i promise i will write everyday (insyallah). Mistake made and faced the repercussion dis murnng. huhuhuhuhuuu. Nvr mind. By Making Mistake Only Man Can Find New Discovery and Make Progress. That was a topic on essay wrtting dis murnng. Care to write on tht, go on. Chow!